tear me into pieces, so that i can roam in more places.

MATAHARIANS: WHAT HAPPENED TO US?

2 Matahari of 2008
3 Matahari of 2009
4 MATAHARI of 2010

What I noticed recently---ALL of us are busy.

Some are busy, some are extremely busy, some are losing their sleep.

A lot are not in class. It's always like that. I see empty chairs, despite there were bags on it.
All of us are so busy, running up and down the whole school. Ko-ko, this that and many excuses.

When we were in form two, it wasn't like that. All of us were in class. Very little walking in and out. When one person cried, so many people cried together. When one person cracked a joke, everybody laughed.

Then, all this prefect stuff barged in. So many Mataharians started to be involved in school politics. Half of the class just wiped out bafore and after recess. Then there's pengawas nilam. Pengawas koperasi. 3 quarters of the class were involved in politics.

Now things are worse--- KRS, this club that club, this sport that sport, even I myself am busy with Koko. Jokes are seldom shared together-- as in together, everyone in the class.

What happened? A teacher once commented that our class was power crazy. It's like without Matahari, the whole school will malfunction.

I guess this is the fate of Mataharians.