today

persaingan today

though not the finals my expectations were high
or perhaps, too high?

I was shaking
then that annoying sound from the God-knows-what-horn-like-thing was heard
I tried to sing in my head- music makes people run
But my mind went blank. BLANK.

I heard people yelling
Li Qi was shouting
My lungs were bursting
I wanted to stop. I really wanted to stop.

Summoning my last ounce of strength, I ran forward...................