look up the sky-- what do you see? you see a beautiful rainbow, i see dark clouds

GOODBYE PEOPLE. I WILL BE GONE FOR GOOD. you won't see me for a long, long time. (you think i'm transferring to another school?)

dear blog,
i'm leaving. heard that? i'm leaving. no, i'm not going on vacation. i'm leaving alone, without my family-- to a place where no one knows or understands me. Don't freak, i wont be away for long. i don't have the heart to leave everything behind.

i will be leaving---- my mom bought the plane ticket months ago. boy, this is going to be a lonely flight. a flight i dread for months.

i will be leaving--- perhaps, to have a little taste of boarding school--perhaps to realise the reason of my existence? this is lame.

it's a good thing i learnt how to complete some basic house chores. i have to be independent. this is just another small, tiny step of my life. this would be nothing compared to ns, something i have feared and dreaded all along.

i sacrifice my holidays, entertainments and so on for this. sigh. this is saaaaaaaaaaad. No more playing for me. Bye people, have fun while i'm GONE!!!